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September 02 Group MeetingGroup meeting 真是好啊～～ 即可以接受老板的教导，又可以有机会干掉5个slices的papa john's的meat lover，进帐2000大卡. 特别是还可以跟老板比食量然后以一饼的优势胜过他. PPM就只能在旁边干瞪眼，谁要他是vegan呢！不过今天下午一定要swim off这些calories!!! August 22 Doctoral Committee Meeting今天跟Tae-Hee还有其他Committee members开了meeting. 他们问的很多问题偶都不知道答，就全丢给了老板. 但是气氛很好，一点没有我之前想像的审犯人的格局. 大家很friendly围着一张小桌子坐着，都是有说有笑. 我问其中一个早到的faculty我的paper写得怎样，她说很好，偶都有些飘飘然了. 不过搞完了meeting老板也就知道偶的底了. 本来上星期他要偶做两个Science的paper的，结果今天meeting结束后问他，他就认为我没有能力digest那两篇文章了，要我从简单的入手. 比如说Nature Structural & Molecular Biology还有Nature Cell Biology，还低点的就是Molecular Biology和RNA. 唉，偶的自尊被严重地践踏了... August 19 控制住自己的shopping欲～～～上次一不小心就点了个wii,昨天一不小心差点就弄了个5000的gamer laptop,一定要控制住自己啊～～～现在的钱是为了以后的新车的！！！另：接受表妹的批评，在mac上弄了个qq~~~大家加我哈 409293754 在爸爸妈妈回家之前想做的事非常希望在这二十多天内考个permit,然后拿到license,搞定insurance,再买辆car,那么下个月就可以take爸妈去NY了！！！ August 13 Chemical的杀伤力是绝对大过剑心的天翔龙闪，或者是一护的月牙天冲的. 今天Brooke就被99%Sulfuric acid and Nochromix给溅到了. 光是那个纯浓度的硫酸就够oxidizing了，偏偏还有个更厉害的Nochromix. 刚刚查了一下Nochromix的MSDS, 它的ability to oxidize可不是盖的，而且非常的exothermic! Brooke的arm当场就起了N多的泡泡，她的眼角跟额头也被spill了一点点. 希望她没事吧～～～其实上次我干过更夸张的事. 有人把waste bottle给label错了，其实也就是Brooke. 她把一个里面装着Sulfuric acid & Nochromix的bottle给label成了acetone waste bottle. 结果呢～～～偶那天把acetone倒进去，瓶子差点没当场爆掉！偶连忙把hood的window关掉，躲得远远的看. 过了好久才settle down... 现在在狂补lab safety. Be aware of the danger of working in chemistry lab~~~ 升级为“师姐”First time ever, 我被叫“师姐”了. 不知何解，有稍稍奇怪的感觉. 我从来都是call others by their names的. 就算比我大个20岁的，或者是系里的“老前辈”，我也是叫名字的. 这一界的学生却异口同声的叫得这样sweet, 说真话，还挺难适应～～ 说到系里，又想到了我可怜的老板. 他说他did a pretty good job of combining the two subjects people hated the most in chemistry department: biology and physics. 他很想收学生，他很想告诉学生学nano没出路，找不到工作，等等. But students still hate biochemistry or biophysics. I wish him the best luck of getting a student this semester! August 07 给Walmart的compliant前两天给kellogg写了个compliant,他们的答复我还比较满意.今天又跟Walmart写了个，原文如下：
The small town of State College has a diverse culture. Fortunately, Walmart here supplies various international food. Unfortunately, the cashiers in the store do not recognize those exotic items. My parents, who are visiting and do not speak English well, have had several shopping experiences that are not pleasant. One time the cashier mistaken cabbage as napa cabbage. Today, the cashier mistaken the green beans they bought as apples. I was very curious as how the cashier would make such a mistake. Nevertheless, I think cashiers in Walmart should have received proper training before they were on the job spot. If not, it's really hurting Walmart's reputation. Hope my comment helps you improve yourself. Thanks! July 12 Never never never buy cheap electronics!!!!!!I'm so furious right now because all my important files got lost in my new, cheap, and crappy USB drive! This stupid thing costs only 23 dollars, but with a 8GB storage size. Very cheap. The reason I bought it. But now... I lost the papers I'm about to read and the files my boss sent me. On top of that, a VERY VERY IMPORTANT 9 DAY protocol which I spent 2 days to write is gone~~~ I will never trust cheap stuff any more...  July 11 Summer in State CollegeIt feels wonderful here in the summer. High 80s during the day and mid 60s in the morning and at night. Daytime is about 15 hours long. Great time for working~~ :)
I've never seen fireflies in my life. Not in China, not in North Carolina. But they are everywhere in State College after dawn, constructing a scenery that captures my eyes.
Brooke recommended "Harry Potter" to me. Although I don't think I like fantasy novel so much, but I'll give a try~~~ June 17 不是我写的诗Oh your eyes... Those beautiful, sparkling eyes, The source of all your passions, The teller of no lies.
Oh your lips... Those soft and tender lips, Where upon the glass of life, You savours and you sips.
Oh your hair... Your sunlit blacken hair, That drapes upon your shoulders, Showing perfection, oh so rare.
Oh your face... Your stunning, beguiling face, Where heaven can be sought, And God can be embraced.
Oh your form... Your delicate, slender form, In dreams, beside me lay... So tender and so warm.
Oh your soul... Your gentle caring soul, That longs for love in life, Yet, life just can’t console.
Oh God, Oh you... With your imperfections much, Yet, when I think of love, It’s your soul I long to touch. May 24 Random最近很多事。The catastrophe in Sichuang shook my world even I'm a thousand miles away from the epicenter. It made me think:"Why am I studying chemistry? What can I contribute for the humanity with a chemistry degree? How can I help people while working cheerfully in a lab 8 to 6?" Especially, when tragedy like this happens, is donating money the only thing I can do? That, to me, seems so lame... Where is my dearest Lord? My grandma would tell me that all of natural disasters are the punishments of God according to the Revelation. But I know better. Not God, not Devil, Mankind is the cause. I just pray that there're less people suffering. If these people's destiny is to be taken away, take them away, Jesus! May love surrounds those deceased and survived. I didn't give my regular tithe to the church because I haven't been there for a long time! Dear Jesus, is that a sin? Am I too greedy of the earthly possession? I am really not in honeymoon with you right now. I feel like we have been married for ever and I'm about to get away from you for sometime. Sorry my dear if I have been distant to you. I'll try better. I do not like complicated people. I like simple minded, well behaved, hard-working, down to earth, truthful, and faithful people. It's so hard to make "best friend" and I really miss Michelle. Michelle, you need to see this and leave me a message!!! I'll send this link to your facebook because you have never visited my blog!!! My parents are here. That added 很多事 在已经很多的 很多事 上。(Mixing English and Chinese is wonderful!) They have amazing surviving skills! I think that's where I got that from when they threw me here 6 years ago. They can't be happier. They love this place more than our hometown. Duh... sure, whatever. Pennsylvania is way too cold for my taste. A lot, a lot to say. But I'm so tired because I hiked with mom and dad for at least 4 hours. Need to go to sleep... May 06 HC最近越来越花痴了。。。而且发现花痴的程度是跟学习成绩成反比的。As HC increase, grades decrease dramatically. 关系式？我还没找出来，等我花痴完了再说～～～ 转一篇文章时间，不可揣度 时间长着两条细腿，不分昼夜地行走在茫茫路上，它的步子一会细碎一会阔大。细碎时恰如某共振态粒子的寿命——一千万亿亿分之一秒，阔大到卡尔巴——约等于 43.2亿年（这是我刚从百度上查来的数据）。这样，它从这只脚迈出到那只脚落下的步子便充满了想象。在这距离之间，时间它要干些什么，我们无从得知。站在这只脚的位置遥望那只脚，正是前路茫茫无涯，而当你踮起那只脚回望这只脚，竟如静水流深。 1976年某一个冬日下午，扫地风炉盖烧得通红，窗户上的塑料布呼哒着风声。张敬贤老师在给我们上语文课。夕阳透过门上的塑料布照射在我的方格本上，我在抄写黑板上的作业。“到本世纪末，实现四个现代化”。本世纪末，这个称谓让人好奇。那是一个很遥远的年代，我掰着手指计算那一年多大，当我数到33时，一个陌大人站在我的眼前。她不是我，是她，一个陌生得令人仰视的她。她（而不是24年后的我）仿佛是我一个姐姐或者远方亲戚，在很遥远的空间忙碌，有着我无法奢求的物质生活。她不认识我，但是不影响我朝向她的脚步……渺茫和虚幻，隔着天空一样望不到尽头的距离，想象的翅膀折断了。 站在2000年回望1976，没有具体的失望和欣喜，因为本就没有描绘出2000具体的模样。可以确定的是也没有体会到当初那份需仰视的感觉以及对未知极尽夸张的近乎理想主义的想象。1976，沉在时间影子里的一只脚，早就模糊了它的样子。而我之所以记住它，是因为时间在那里留下一道证明题，要我在24年之后给它答案。我没有交上这个答案，因为时间自己已让题目变得模糊不清。 2000年10月1日下午两点，我们一家和振良一家六口打一辆面的去唐山看灯盏。盛世庆典，我们想，时间在此落脚，就像图像中的一个坐标，必然能在未来某一个时间提醒我们这个时刻的意义。我们信誓旦旦，说2008年一定去北京看奥运。我看着九岁的儿子，他圆乎乎的小脸因为兴奋微微红润，我无法想象八年之后已经是17岁的他的样子。但我们相信8年后的经济状况和生活水平一定会提高很多，去北京看奥运会应该不成问题。我们在车上约定8年以后的事情，司机说，到时候我还拉着你们去。你看时间埋藏了多少谎言，落下的这一脚无法实现第一只脚做出的许诺。2008某个春日，当我回首2000，那个司机的话还清晰在耳边，可他早就不开出租了，相反我们已经有了自己的汽车。我们的收入提高了很多，几乎已经翻番，但我们要养车，每月要还住房贷款，而8月8号几乎成了几年来暑假补课择定的良辰吉日。无论从经济上还是时间上，一家人去北京看奥运对于我们依然在梦想与现实间徘徊。 2008年3月23号早晨六点半，我坐在微机室写着这些清汤寡水的文字，学生在教室上自习，我隔一会就要看一下他们的学习情况。高考倒计时第74天，到今天早上为止已经回来58人，74天后他们的命运我们无法踹度。谁也无法揣测高考，词顾肽憬鲆徊街！?006年的3月10号开始正式上课。那一年我们高三组老师拼命工作。全体高三班主任自愿值班到11点，后来就延伸到了12点。整整一个半月，我每天12点回家，早上5点半准时到教室。我们谁也不知道结果怎样，我们以为我们怎么努力也不会扭转必败的格局。而最后我们惊天逆转了，我们取得了全市同类校第五的成绩。这让所有人刮目相看。2007年3月9号我们班正式开课了。这一年谁也没抱有希望。学生的专业成绩让人心酸，文化课学习再好又能怎样？可是高考录取分数段救了我们，谁也想不到会划得那么低，我们考出了优于2006的成绩。是时间玩了个小把戏，让我们在侥幸的胜利中自我陶醉。而今年，我们按时开课了，我们谁也不知道今年的结果怎样，这一步的长度约等于三个月，这么长的步子是不能揣测的。 时间一点一点将结果搬运到我们面前，之前我们什么也不知，就像盲眼人走在布满阳光的路上，下一步有什么他全然不知。 时间固执地行走，不听任何人的劝告。这只脚迈出了，那只脚要落在何处，只有它自己说了算。我们小心翼翼看它迈出第一脚，然后小心翼翼地期待那一脚的落处，我们以为这样就会发现藏匿于身体之外的先兆和预言，就能轻松应对，但是我们错了，我们仍然不能找到落脚点，面对变故，我们还是会有很多的惊慌失措和茫然无识。 摩托车擦着道边行驶，没有违章，没有操作的失误，就像任何一天一样，安静从容。坐在后座上的女孩穿浅色风衣，把玩手里一件毛茸茸的小饰物，她侧身和前面的小伙说话，她说，回家后把它挂在……时间掐住这个节骨眼落脚了，毛茸茸的小熊晃荡在某个虚拟的空间，它找不到女孩给它安排的位置——辆重型汽车与摩托车追尾。如果女孩或者男孩早一步揣测出时间不是将那只脚落在家里一块地毯上，如果他们看见了时间不怀好意的逡巡，女孩就会早一秒说出小熊的安身之所，而不至于让它在流浪中最终走失。 柱子是家里唯一的男孩，我所能记得的他的童年就是他脖子上的长命百岁的银锁。那是他奶奶的传家宝。他茁壮地成长，最终却没长命百岁，四十岁时就因长期酗酒而命终。 刚才还是风平浪静，转眼洪浪滔天；刚才还晴空万里，一扭身，就下起雨来；刚才的我还在教室转悠，现在我敲着这些无厘头的文字……时间的细脚多么灵活，它的步子如何细密而狡猾，像一根针缝合两个无关的事物。无法踹度无法验证和证实。 每个人都有一条时间的河流，就像一个充满变数的坐标，散布着无数时间的脚印。我们忆起一个年代不是因为那些数字，而是因为时间的脚印，正好踩在了一些事情上。有时候说出的一个年代让我们感到陌生和空虚，仿佛它不曾存在，那是因为时间的步子太大了，几乎是迈过那些年份，因为再也找不出事件能够为时间佐证。比如1976，这四个数字凑在一起，让我想到了地震想到了简易教室想到我们对2000的憧憬和猜想，那么1977、1978、1979呢，甚至如果不是填写简历时反复说到的重要的那几年，我还会不会记起1980、1981、1982……这些年都是怎么过的，还有没有过对2000的幻想？窗户上的塑料布还有没有呼哒着风声？没有人能回答，因为时间它仿佛真的跨过了这些年，无关紧要，又轻描淡写，所以不必落脚。照这样的推演下去，你会越来越紧张，回想你几十年的生命历程，能够摆出证据证明的年份有几年？是不是只是最近几年，才提示你时间的存在？在一个人生长的过程中，时间的脚步辗转腾挪，仿佛蜻蜓点水的样子就走到了今天。 不可踹度，不可回首，时间的步子诡异而多变。它迈出第一脚时还信誓旦旦，后一只脚就否定了自己的言说。所以没人相信时间的承诺，人们只相信自己，而自己不过是另一个人时间图像上的一个坐标，用来证明另一个时间的存在，自己又要谁来证明呢？ 2008-3-23 April 18 Summer is hereThe weather jumped right into the bright and sweaty summer, thanks to all the greenhouse effect we created. Just a month ago, I still suffered from the windy winter and wrapped myself as a polar bear, but now, it's so hot that I'm wearing T-shirt and shorts. I like the weather though. In contrary to the lazy coldness, summer makes me energetic. Still, I miss having Spring and Autumn. April 16 SeminarI can't help but keep grinning the whole time during the seminar. One third of the audiences are dozed off! Well, I guess it's the combination of sugar cookies and right-after-lunch time effect. But it's funny to see how people dozing off, because I was one of them who just woke up. Today's seminar is about neurotransmitter by Michael Heien. One of my favorite subjects and one of my favorite professors. Still, I didn't catch myself from dreaming. I think he got into too much details and I was not at the level to comprehend it. Therefore, the already exhausted "I" became bored, and eventually sleepy~~~ I have not spoken in French for almost a year. Time to pick up my old skill. Bonjour tout le monde! Je m'appelle Annie. J'habite aux USA. J'ai appris le francais depuis deux semestres! J'aime Hong Kong! April 02 小学生集体谋杀老师在上Michael的课前，大家都在看报纸。有一则新闻说一地区小学3年级学生集体谋杀老师，起因为老师训导了他们。这帮小家伙准备了胶带，电极／电棒，以及其它种种。他们也分了工，有看守的，有在杀完人后搞清洁的，等等。我们听了都感叹，现在的小学生有这么厉害吗？太可怕了～～一代强过一代啊～～～准是电视看多了！
Michael的课在中午左右。而Hub前几乎天天有个传教士讲道，说末日，说原罪，说恩典，等等。我是没意见啦，不过我们的教室就在Hub旁边，严重影响Michael的教课。今天Michael说：”他正向一帮小学三年级的学生说话呢～～～“ 言下之意，此传教士正在惹火（祸）上身。呵呵～～
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