最近很多事。The catastrophe in Sichuang shook my world even I'm a thousand miles away from the epicenter. It made me think:"Why am I studying chemistry? What can I contribute for the humanity with a chemistry degree? How can I help people while working cheerfully in a lab 8 to 6?" Especially, when tragedy like this happens, is donating money the only thing I can do? That, to me, seems so lame...

Where is my dearest Lord? My grandma would tell me that all of natural disasters are the punishments of God according to the Revelation. But I know better. Not God, not Devil, Mankind is the cause. I just pray that there're less people suffering. If these people's destiny is to be taken away, take them away, Jesus! May love surrounds those deceased and survived.

I didn't give my regular tithe to the church because I haven't been there for a long time! Dear Jesus, is that a sin? Am I too greedy of the earthly possession? I am really not in honeymoon with you right now. I feel like we have been married for ever and I'm about to get away from you for sometime. Sorry my dear if I have been distant to you. I'll try better.

I do not like complicated people. I like simple minded, well behaved, hard-working, down to earth, truthful, and faithful people. It's so hard to make "best friend" and I really miss Michelle. Michelle, you need to see this and leave me a message!!! I'll send this link to your facebook because you have never visited my blog!!!

My parents are here. That added 很多事 在已经很多的 很多事 上。(Mixing English and Chinese is wonderful!) They have amazing surviving skills! I think that's where I got that from when they threw me here 6 years ago. They can't be happier. They love this place more than our hometown. Duh... sure, whatever. Pennsylvania is way too cold for my taste.

A lot, a lot to say. But I'm so tired because I hiked with mom and dad for at least 4 hours. Need to go to sleep...